I went to look at her twitter just now. I happen to see something which i should not have. in the afternoon, she posted' where is block 53?'. A few minutes later, she wrote again,'oh block 53, hms block, oh reminds me of _l_.'. When i saw it, i was really speechless. it hurt like fuck and i nearly could not control my tears.
Do you know how much it hurts when you use _l_ to represent me. Yeah its easy for you to type but have you ever thought of how would i feel if i saw that. After you claim you loved me and everything, i am just a middle finger to you? Its that what I am worth to you now?
You are always busy. In the past, you used to be busy with her work and going out with your clique. Now, you're busy with common tests as well as rejecting the guys who are wooing after you.
You told me that we will talk things out after the test. But the thing is after common test, you will have to rush your projects as well as going out with your clique. So in the end, its gonna be a vicious cycle and you would never have the time to sit down and talk things out with me.
When you are done settling all your stuff, you will find that I am already gone because I would have been numb to all this pain.